our graveyard.

im glad, really glad to know that im in the same class as weijie, sherina, florence, joyce and zuxiang. however, i know it is weird, but a part of me felt terrible. after reading the class allocation list, tears just dropped down from my eyes. it should be tears of joy, it should be. but no, it isn't. instead, it is tears of sorrows.

why? because some people are missing on the list of my new class. i kept searching for their names, again and again. but its the truth, they are separated from us. they are not in my class. they are not.

those three people. qianyun. henian. ruijing. if only santa exists. my christmas wish this year, will be for all three of them to be in the same class as me.

qianyun. i guess that florence is the one that is really upset. i am too, of course. but my sorrows cannot be compared to her griefs for you i suppose.

henian and ruijing. they always like to insult how dumb i am. and they also like to tease me. im sometimes irritated of course. but right now, right now. i might never have the chance to hear their insults anymore. and really, i'd rather them to continue to insult me. really, honestly.

im speechless about the class allocation now, i've nothing else to say. it came up to me so unexpectedly without me having any mental preparation at all. i just wanna cry!

i just wanna cry!

today marks the death of two dilligence
forever and ever ...